Tag: College

  • Angst Journal Entry – Anti-Beauty Queen

    Questions, insults, denial, shame Thoughts crowding my mind I begin to cry, messing up my face Tears sluicing, fraught with self hatred My every hour seems devoid of hope, devoid of you I can see their glossy unseeing faces now Surrounding me, engulfing me Squeezing me, strangling me I can’t breathe  I have become useless,…

  • ANGST – A Novel

    ANGST – A Novel

    I. Am. Crazy. I’ve known this exquisite truth for years, since I was 8 years old.  That’s 10 years living with The Fear; the crazy, tense, jittery body, the terrible churning stomach, the mind destroying obsessive anxiety that rules my everyday life.  And I’ve hidden it from everyone; I have to, I can’t let them know I’m…