Tag: Angst

  • Angst Journal Entry – Anti-Beauty Queen

    Questions, insults, denial, shame Thoughts crowding my mind I begin to cry, messing up my face Tears sluicing, fraught with self hatred My every hour seems devoid of hope, devoid of you I can see their glossy unseeing faces now Surrounding me, engulfing me Squeezing me, strangling me I can’t breathe  I have become useless,…

  • Journal Entry – Cut from Angst

    I tried to go to a party tonight at Jared’s house.  I couldn’t do it.  At first I couldn’t leave the house, my stomach was knotted  tight and I was breathing in little shallow gasps,  I didn’t want to leave the safety of the bathroom.  Finally, somehow, I got myself out the door and into…